I don’t need to fight this, I need to embrace it. I’ve been thankful for all.
But in this very moment, I know what I don’t want instead what I really want. I just have this feeling, this need to use my own weapons, to fight alone, a couple of day ago I wrote about losing something, I need to find it again.
I know all that I’ve been writing is hard to understand, that’s all to remind me not to fall again in darkness, a long time ago i lost my light and had to live in darkness, that was not easy and i’ll never forget how hard was even breathe, I will not live that nevermore.